Perfect

Tired

That’s how I feel on a day to day basis

I work hard

Sometimes too hard

I try to make others happy

I put them before me

Constantly trying to be the best version of

Myself

Beating myself up

If I don’t get the perfect grade

Serve

Pass

I play volleyball

It’s my passion

Sometimes I take it too seriously

It’s just a game

I’m not perfect

People tell me I am

But

I’m not

My hair isn’t perfect

My nose

Smile

Laugh

Body

Life

I make my life look perfect

Tired of working so hard

Too hard

Trying to be the best

Making people believe I’m perfect

I am like a clown

Making people laugh

Always a smile on my fave

But

No one knows what’s behind the makeup

How I truly feel

I’m not as sad as you

Probably think I am

I don’t have depression

Or anxiety

But I’m not perfect

my family is great

My friends are fantastic

I have a hard time with

Loving myself

I hate my hair

My nose

Laugh

Smile

Body

Tired

Of hating myself

Not loving me for me

I am who I am

I have insecurities

A lot

My nose is too big

Laugh is annoying

Face is round

Body is fat

People tell me I’m perfect

I believe them

But not entirely

It’s tough not loving myself

Hating things about you that

You cannot

Change

Tired

Of putting other people before

My well-being

I need to focus on myself

Self-care is important

Every day I remind myself

I am beautiful

I am powerful

I am brave

I am me

Sometimes they stick

Sometimes they don’t

I have some advice

Love who you are

Because you are you

And nobody can change that

You are beautiful

Inside and out

You are smart

You are strong

You are brave

Love yourself its fee

Don’t want to change things about

Yourself

You’re wasting your time

Tired

Of seeing people

Rip themselves apart

By thinking things that aren’t even

True

You are beautiful

You are strong

You are amazing
Don’t let anyone tell you different

It’s hard to love yourself

I know

But it’s worth it

It’s a long journey

But you feel amazing at the end

It’s worth it

Trust me

It’s worth it

You’ll have your bad days

But it makes the good days

Even better

Tired

Of hating myself

Tired

Of putting others before me

Tired

Of trying to be perfect

Tired

of watching people I love suffer

Tired

of being tired

Love yourself

It’s free.

-Pkob

Picture: Alien Queen

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